I see u

No matter where i am

One and Only

You´ve been on my mind,

I grow fonder every day, 

Lose myself in time, just thinking of your face.

God only knows,

Why its taken me so long 

to let my doubts go,

You´re the only one that i want

I don't why i am scared

ive been here before, every feeling, every word,

i´ve imagined it all,

You´ll never know if you never try,

To forget your past and simply be mine.

I dare you to let me be

Your one and only,

i promise im worthy to hold in your arms,

So come on and give me a chance

to prove you im the one who can,

Walk that mile, until the end starts...

If ive been on your mind

You hang on every word i say

lose yourself in time,

at the mention of my name

will i ever know

How it feels to hold you close,

And have you tell me,

Whichever road i choose you´ll go..

ive been here before, every feeling, every word,

i´ve imagined it all,

You´ll never know if you never try,

To forget your past and simply be mine.

Wisdom?

A wise man once said you can have anything in life if you´ll sacrifice everything else for it. What he means is, nothing comes without a price. So before you going to battle, you better decide how much you´re willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right, and letting someone in, means abandoning the walls you´ve spend a lifetime building.
Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don´t see coming, when we don´t have time to come up with a strategy to pick a side or measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that's when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear.

Judging me?

Scars that won´t heal

Whats worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should´ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we´ve been and what we´ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That´s what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over again.

Im trying, trying hard to learn.

As i feel

" There´s a reason i said I´d be happy alone. It wasn´t ´cause i thought I´d be happy alone. It was because I thought if i loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It´s easier to be alone, because what if you  learn that you need love and you don´t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then falls apart? Can you ever survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It´s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever."

Pain

A promise is a promise...

                                                                           
















I don't consider  myself an old fashion woman,

but, lets say i stick to my beliefs, and my principles. 

I believe in many things...i believe in respect people and theirs choices, even when i dont agree, i believe we owe truthful relations with everyone but mostly the ones we love,
 i believe in right and wrong... 

Sometimes we have to chose, not often remembering
that every choice we make, 

carries a consequence, takes us to another road, 
and eventually to another choice.... 

I believe some choices can be the wrong ones, and sometimes, not many times, 
we have the chance, the opportunity to go back and chose again, 
to undo the mistake, the bad decision (lets say it that way) 

when we don't, even after a chance been given to us, then , 
the choice is made and there's no turning back.

We

I believe in love, im a believer that i am.

I think there aren't  that many things worth full, meaningful ,
really worth to keep...

Love, relations, affection, happiness, moments...

Those we take´em with us, we never leave them, they live inside our hearts and minds,

and its what makes life worth living for.

Life´s a Bitch

I am not the moaning and bitching type of person,
im tough,
i don't get confused, 
i don't hesitate about things,
i don't have back thoughts,
i don't doubt myself,
i rarely think "i cant make it",
i don't accept failing,
i don't tear apart.
But today....just today,
I ain´t feeling´tough
i´m feeling confused,
thoughts spin inside my head,
i have many doubts,
im thinking i might not make it,
i accept that people fail sometimes because no one is perfect,
and i do tear apart, today into a million pieces. 

To Remember

Different

Not often we meet special people, and because not all of us can be the same, and most certainly aren´t,  some, even few, are completely "out of standards", not ordinary, and to adapt can be tricky, but in the end the reward of trying to fully accept and bind to someone that is different, comes along and it really pays off in happiness

River Flows In You by Yiruma

Insidious

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2

Kittens

Skin Care Routine # Face

Biosource Hydra Mineral Cleanser

TEXTURE
Inspired by Japanese skincare textures, these light formulas immerse the skin in a delectable bath of revitalizing, moisturizing mineral freshness for an authentic sensory experience.

A clear gel texture that transforms into a creamy mousse upon contact with water.

RESULTS
Leaves skin soft and perfectly clean while preserving its integrity and protecting it against dryness.

INGREDIENTS
Gentle Cleansing Agent
Moisturizing Agents
Complex of 70 revitalizing minerals
Concentration of fortifying Magnesium
Pure Thermal Plankton

Why Magnesium?
Known for its ability to strengthen the skin, Magnesium plays a role in basic metabolism by encouraging repair of the skin's barrier function (its protection shield).

I´ve used many and im always going back to this one, purchased it countless times.

Uriage L'eau Démaquillante Soluté Micellaire

Using this one for the first time, because i have sensitive dry skin, and so far so good :)

Gently cleanses, detoxifies the skin and maintains moisture levels.

Face and Eyes.

Properties

Quick and effective, Cleansing Water, Micellar Solution, cleanses and removes make-up in a single step with no need to rinse. It maintains moisture levels and restores comfort.
The skin is clear, soft and radiant.

Assets

Extremely effective, especially on mascara – even waterproof.

Guaranteed high tolerance on sensitive eyes and skin, including contact lens wearers.

More than a simple everyday hygiene product, real skin care that restores the skin’s radiance.

Removes make-up with no need to rinse while maintaining the skin’s moisture levels. 

Vichy Purete Thermale Cleasing Micellaire Solution

Skin Concern: Aging, Dehydrated, Dry, Dull

Skin Type: All, Sensitive

It has a very pleasant scent 

Lancôme Bienfait Multi-Vital

The ideal combination of Vitamin-enriched hydration and comprehensive protection, Bienfait Multi-Vital features a unique complex of nurturing Vitamins E, CG and B5, plus high potency moisturization for 24-hour ideal hydration. UVA/UVB SPF 30 Sunscreen and essential antioxidant protection give skin what it needs to help fight the visible effects of environmental skin damage.

Results:
Skin is intensely hydrated, looks its healthy best, and feels touchably soft all day. See more even skin tone and brighter radiance.

NON-COMEDOGENIC
DERMATOLOGIST-TESTED FOR SAFETY
Recommended by the Skin Cancer Foundation

I cant live without this cream, it moisturizes the skin, has spf, smells good, and the price isnt too expensive.

Lancôme Bienfait Multi-Vital Eye

Bienfait Multi-Vital Eye is a targeted eye treatment providing vitamin-enriched hydration, comprehensive protection and visible revitalization. A unique complex of vitamins, minerals, and essential fatty acids help boost skins defenses while high-potency moisturizers provide ideal 24-hour hydration. Broad-Spectrum UVA/UVB SPF 28 Sunscreen along with Moringa Tree Extract and Vitamins E & B5 help protect the fragile eye area from environmental aggressors.

Results:
Dehydration lines around the eyes are visibly smoothed. The delicate eye area is protected, while the appearance of dark circles and puffiness is reduced. The eye contour looks renewed and revitalized.
0.5 Oz. (15g): $36.00

OPHTHALMOLOGIST-TESTED
DERMATOLOGIST-TESTED FOR SAFETY

Lancôme - Primordiale yeux

This uniquely rich and luxurious gel-cream hydrates the delicate skin around the eyes for immediate softness. Enriched with Pure Vitamin E, Primordiale Eye Skin Recharge helps protect the fragile eye area from premature aging factors so it’s free to better repair itself from external aggressions.

Results:
The appearance of puffiness is significantly reduced. Day by day, fine lines are visibly smoothed.

So im preventing the first signs of aging... and chosed this one, cant say i notice any changes anyway its been only phew weeks, but i´ll keep on using it, it feels very fresh around the eyes.

The Conspirator

I Carry Your Heart With Me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Poor but Happy

I often say this to my Mr. Fox.

 (source)

A Dangerous Method

Can´t wait to see it!

Transformers The Dark Side of The Moon

Skin Care Routine # Body

Found this recently and im in love, with the smell, and how my skin feels fresh after using it. I wish it has a bit more creamy texture but sticking to it anyway.

Every kind of very dry skin.

Skin prone to atopy.

Babies, children, adults.

Face and body.

Properties

Xémose Universal Emollient Creams benefits from the last patented discovery of Laboratoires Dermatologiques d’Uriage, the Cerasterol – 2F which restores, reinforces durably the cutaneous barrier and soothes the irritations of thedry skins. Its association with Uriage Thermal Water offers hydratation, soothing and reinforced protection.

Assets

Excellent tolerance

Proven efficacy

Adapted texture: rapid skin penetration, pleasant application, non sticky.

Practical Packaging in pump bottle.

Fragance –free – Paraben-free

This cream is absolutely amazing to someone that has extremely dry skin like me, due to its consistency i have to apply it and wait so that the skin absorbs, because once its applied , phew minutes later the all skin is covered with a layer of oil, its unbelievable, first time i´ve used it was prescribed by my dermatologist and since then its a must have for me.

Neutrogena Deep Moisture Body Lotion for Dry & Sensitive Skin

Norwegian Formula Deep Moisture is clinically proven to deliver active moisture up to 10 layers deep in the skin*. The formula, which is specially designed for Dry and Sensitive skin, combines ingredients including glycerin for deep moisture that lasts, as well as panthenol to provide soothing properties which reduce irritation of the skin. Provides 24 hour moisture and protection for the whole family.

Available in 250ml and 400ml.

Vichy Nutri Extra Cream

Nutrients are naturally replenished to recreate the skin's protective barrier for 2 days, even after one shower.

Ingredient Innovation: High concentrations of Glycerin, Macadamia oil, and Shea butter provide intensely nourished, plumped up skin. Pro-penetrating Urea Derivative provides a deeper level of absorption. Non-greasy. Non-sticky.

Results: An extraordinary deep-filling sensation immediately after application. Intensely nourished, plumped up skin for continuous, 2-Day comfort.

Dermatological Standards: Allergy tested. Formulated for sensitive skin. Tested on sensitive skin under dermatological control. Paraben-free. Non-comedogenic.

It has a soft nice scent, its texture its heavy and thick.

The Adjustment Bureau

I believe in love.

Birdy - Skinny Love

This song is special

Faves # Sunglasses

Want them!

Probably me...

Introspection...

 I feel I'm not able to give voice to my thoughts .... in English, Portuguese, Russian, or whatever language,  there is no linguistic ability that can rescue me when words collide inside my mind, and its as if i´m drowning unable to emerge... everything would be so much easier if i just had a switch off button ....

To my Fantastic Mr. Fox

Pirates of The Caribbean on Stranger Tides

I don´t think that this movie is as good as the previous ones, 

but Johnny Depp is always amazing, an excellent actor.

Disloyal

Agreed!

My love

I married because i believe in love.

I believe that life can be easier and happier when we are with our special person right next to us,

everything feels different when we are  in love,

 i chose to wake up by his side,

every single day, 

till im old... 

so i made an oath,

And from the moment our dreams wont match somehow, 

or when the true sense of my life shared with someone looses its meaning,

then i´ll know that it´s time for me to dream again alone.

´Till that day comes (hope it never will)

i can say that life is so much better when shared,

and dreaming with someone it´s as if we get tougher,

 or goals easier to achieve, 

waking up in the mornings feeling that everything is worth it,

make life colorfully beautiful. 

Kung Fu Panda 2

Bully

(via http://fuckyeahfantasticmrfox.tumblr.com )

Prada

It was on my mail box...

Cute, although i like leather more than any other type of fabric

I´ve been through some rough days (weeks, maybe months) recently

Moving forwards and backwards, hoping that the backwards wouldn´t happen again...

But it always does.... and i got lost.

Me

No words would describe my mood better

True Love

Love

Makes me Happy

The Way Back

I really loved the story